His job discrimination was to inform to a secret society about every single aspect of the life of the greatest superstar in the world. Whether it was for a positive cause or a malicious purpose, the spy wasn't certain, for all he knew was that he, was meant to betray the only person he had ever loved. Yet, there's always a choice to take and turn things around for a positive outcome, problem is, will the spy be able to make the right choice and be forgiven? Perhaps not, perhaps he would lose it all.

CHAPTER ** 18 UNEASINESS**
**Disclaimer**
The story plot is the product of my imagination where all the characters are purely fictional. I do not believe in any way that Michael was gay real life or that he was capable of hurting children. I am and always be a strong believer in his innocence, therefore, I don't wish to offend anyone with my creativity.

*Waiting for my banner to work*

When Sanaa Baker is placed in the system from the young age of 6 years old, she quickly experiences more than one person should in their entire life.

Used to the feeling of being pushed aside, she learns to stop becoming attached.

What happens when an old friend comes back in her life that she never expected to see again?

"I've been missing you for 10k hours, I can not let go of 10k memories" ~Jhene Aiko, 10k Hours

Michael is known for liking quiet, "proper" women. What happens when he meets wild child?A girl who is willing to show him a thing or two. This beautiful and broken woman who wants nothing to do with love and seems dead set on destroying herself...can he show her love? Can he protect her from the media, from the controlling people in his life, from herself? He can't let her go down this spiral..yet she doesn't fit his mold, physically or mentally! Can he accept this wild child?

"I'm attracted to intelligence.

Don't get me wrong, a perfectly crafted body will certainly get my attention, but I'll get bored with it. I always do.

I need you to outsmart me. Make me feel like I could learn from you, grow with you. Do that and you can have me forever."

But is finding someone like that really worth the forever? Is it truly worth all the trials and painful tribulations?

After many obstacles, Valentine and Michael have found their way back to each other 20 years later. Read on to see if they have a true chance to make this love last or are they both simply out of time?

"You touched my heart in places, that I never even knew."

"Cause nobody loves me, like you do."

Most entertainers put out a show, an illusion, a façade. If you’re lucky, some are okay with opening up to their fans in the most emotional way. Yet it’s still safe to say that the way someone may act on stage may not be how they always are in private.

Sonja realized this the wretched way, as she allowed Michael’s trembling body to cling to her for dear life. His tears hot and sticking to her skin, curls splayed, and clothes wrinkled. This was a side so unlike anything else, a pallid vulnerability that he allowed only her to see.  

“I wouldn’t betray you like that. You don’t deserve that kind of hatred.”

A girl can dream, that’s the one thing this broken, soul-grabbing, city couldn’t take from you.

Though, Sonja Carter’s dreams never involved meeting Michael Jackson, especially hiding the poor guy in her small apartment from rampant fangirls. They just consisted of parties littered with drinks and drugs, some good ol’ carnal nights, and a plethora of good-looking things.

It was an odd encounter so one could say fate had intertwined the two. Possibly for love or possibly for heartbreak and horrid knowings.

And since the world was filled with more sin than hell itself, you could heavily argue the latter.

(HIATUS)