Love Notes by Suzianna Jackson
Summary:

Micaela(me) is a 20 yr old girl Michael is 25. Micaela sends a fan letter to Michael and they become pen pals.

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warning suggestive/mild language and sexual content may cause mikegasm.

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 Micaela (kandi fawx)


Categories: Thriller: 1982-1983, Bad: 1986-1990, Dangerous: 1991-1993, Romance, Song Fics Characters: Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: Backstage Secrets
Chapters: 12 Completed: Yes Word count: 3623 Read: 23979 Published: Sep 28, 2012 Updated: Oct 09, 2012
Story Notes:

the first time micaela ever had interest in michael was in thriller era but this story takes place in BAD and dangerouse era like it was present time.

1. Fan letter by Suzianna Jackson

2. Reply by Suzianna Jackson

3. Chatrooms by Suzianna Jackson

4. I like you by Suzianna Jackson

5. sexting? by Suzianna Jackson

6. Narnia Meet Up by Suzianna Jackson

7. Will you be my girl by Suzianna Jackson

8. sweet talk by Suzianna Jackson

9. Talkin Dirty by Suzianna Jackson

10. Engaged by Suzianna Jackson

11. The Media by Suzianna Jackson

12. The wedding by Suzianna Jackson

Fan letter by Suzianna Jackson

Dear Michael Jackson,

hi my name is Micaela. I am 20 years old, and i and i am an artist too. I usually draw and stuff, but i also do other media too. I like making dance videos. I am very inspired by you. I love watching your videos, and listening to your music. I made a costume of the thriller ware wolf as a tribute to you. It looks kinda toony, but thats my style. I love to wair it and i like to dance in it for fun. I also like freakin out my mom with it hahaha. But anyway i loooooooooooooooooooooooove you and your music. I dance to it every day hehe. well i don't want to take too much of your time. i hope you write back. I love you.

love,

Micaela Fawx

P.S. i will send you a picture of the costume when i can i dont have pictures yet.

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Reply by Suzianna Jackson
Author's Notes:

sory its just letters right now but ill leave their reactions up to your imagination.

Dearest Micaela,

thank you for your wonderfull letter. i would love to see your costume im sure it looks really cool. i love hearing about all the cool things you fans are doing. like art, and costumes and stuff like that. I love everything. I look foreward to seeing the pictures of your thriller wolf, its perfectly fine that its kinda toony. i like looking at different versions of characters and sifferent styles. i would love love love to see it send some pictures soon. I cant wait to see them. i love you more.

L.O.V.E,

Michael Jackson

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Chatrooms by Suzianna Jackson

Micaela was very happy and extatic that she got a reply back from Michael. She went on her e-mail and told her friends what just happened and what he said in the letter. Then she got on a chatroom and sent out a random message to nobody in particular she was just bored. then someone finally sent her a message back the nick name was MJ. hmmmm (her nick name on the chat room is kandi fawx)

MJ-hey whats goin on

kandi fawx- whos is this?

mj- Michael

kandi fawx- Michael Who?

MJ- Jackson lol who is this?

Kandi Fawx-Micaela

Mj- oh hey!

kandi fawx- oh lol hi. im doing good how are you doing.

MJ- pretty good working on a few songs right now. did you get my letter

kandi fawx- yes i did im surprized you replied back... kinda like right now.

MJ- lol im bored rite now soo...yeah. usually when i get time i get on here and read fanmail.

kandi fawx- i bet your really busy all the time

MJ- not really lol...well kinda

kandi fawx- lol i wis i cld sing and write songs all i can do is draw and dance

MJ- thats not a bad thing

kandi fawx- i know but i really wish i could sing.

MJ- i cld give you lessons if you want

kandi fawx- no thats ok

mj- im sure you know how to sing your just being modest

kandi fawx- ...

mj- am i right

kandi fawx- ...maybe

mj-lol its ok

kandi fawx- i have a video of me in showchoir in school. i was a main character

mj- your an actress too?

kandi fawx- yea but not professionally i just do it for fun. im in a play called the Chronicles of Narnia

MJ- cool i love Narnia

kandi fawx- really

mj- yea i love that series

kandi fawx- i thought i was the only one

mj- lol i thought i was the only one too

kandi fawx- lol... im the white stag

mj- COOL you'll be good  at that im sure

kandi fawx- yeah i even got to design the costume i wear.

mj- coolios lol

kandi fawx- lol i cant wait to perform the play and be the white stag :)

mj- i bet

kandi fawx- would you like to come?

mj- sure when is it

kandi fawx- um october 30th

mj- cool ill be there

kandi fawx- really ur not busy

mj- not really

kandi fawx- well ok ill see you there

mj- ok ill be in the front row.

kandi fawx- lol ok well i g2g ttyl

mj- ok bye *hugs and endless love*

kandi fawx- *hugs back* bye

mj- bye my beutiful white stag

kandi fawx- hehehe bye Michael

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I like you by Suzianna Jackson

I cldnt wait to chat with michael the next day she loved talking with him. xt day on the time he usually gets on she signed in to  the chatroom.

MJ-hey!

kandi fawx- hi whats up

mj- lol nuthin much you

kandi fawx- bored

mj- lol me too

kandi fawx- did i ask you if you could come to the play

mj- umm... i dnt remember

kandi fawx- well will you come PLZ *puppy face*

mj- aww ok baby *pets ur head*

kandi fawx- *nizzles ur hand*

mj- lol ... sooo whats up besides the play and all that stuff. oh by the way what do you look like so i can find you. you know just in case we meet.

kandi fawx- well i have light blue hair with rainbow in the front on my bangs, and my eyeliner is bright colors with black eyeliner and i ALWAYS wear neon  clothes

mj- why the blue and neon hair

kandi fawx- i like to be different and it matches my character

mj- cool i like to be different too. whos ur character

kandi fawx- shes a black fennec fox with neon markings and her name is kandi fawx

mj- so thats y ur username is kandi fawx

kandi fawx- lol yea i usually do chatrooms with other furries to chat to my watchers on FA

mj- whats FA

kandi fawx- an art website im on. i have like 23 watchers. lol not as much as you.

mj- lol but ur gettin more

kandi fawx- at least 1 everyday

mj- awesome ur gettin there

kandi fawx- lol u got me beat by a long slide tho

mj- well ill tell them to go watch you

kandi fawx- lol

mj- u think im kidding i really will ill send shoutouts on TV and @ my concerts

kandi fawx- you don't have to do that

mj- i want to

kandi fawx- well.....ok but you really don't have to

mj- im doin it wether u like it or not

kandi fawx- your too nice *hugs* oh im gna b in a furry music video

mj- whats a furry

kandi fawx- a cartoon animal

mj- like michey mouse, and goofy, and bugs bunny and all them

kandi fawx- lol yup i LOOOVE mickey mouse by the way i collect mickey mouse stuff.

mj- cool i collect mickey stuff too

kandi fawx- my whole room is Mickey Mouse

mj- lol mine was

kandi fawx- yd u take it down

mj- i moved and never put it back up lol

kandi fawx- lol sooo um..... what else u wna talk abt i got like 10 more minutes on here

mj- um.... hmm....idk

kandi fawx- lol whats ur fave. movie

mj- E.T.

kandi fawx- me too and Back to the Future

mj- cool

kandi fawx- yea oh guess what in the music video im the lead dancer

mj- cool

kandi fawx- yeah im gna b in my costume i made of my character

mj- is it like the thriller wolf one with the mask and the body and all that

kandi fawx- howd u know abt that but yes

mj- i looked on ur profile

kandi fawx- oh lol yeah i forgot i put that there

mj- i like you

kandi fawx- *blushes* like how

mj- lkey like

kandi fawx- oh *blushes more* me too

mj- :)

kandi fawx- -^.^- :3

mj- hehehe

kandi fawx- what

mj- ur soo cute

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sexting? by Suzianna Jackson

mj- hey guess what im wearing

kadni fawx- lol that was random lol wat

mj- lets jst say...its very tight

kandi fawx- lol wow i got 2 guesses

mj- waht

kandi fawx- either the gold pants or the black 'come together' pants

mj- u got it right its the black pants

kandi fawx- wooow i cn jst picture it.

mj- hehe

kandi fawx- *pauses and thinks 4 a minute then shys away* um i think this is goin too fast.

mj- okay im sorry

kadni fawx well see you at the play

mj- cnt wait to c YOU

kandi fawx- well i g2g bye see you later

mj- bye princess

kandi fawx- lol *blushes* bye

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Narnia Meet Up by Suzianna Jackson

I was getting ready and putting on my White Stag costume. Then i see Michael walking around backstage. "michael?!" i say surprized to see him. "hey" he replies enthustastically kind of running to hug me. i hug him. his embrace made me feel warm and relaxed. I felt safe in his arms. I didn't want the hug to end, but i had to to get ready. "hey michael. u should be getting out  there in the audiance i gotta get ready thank you so much for coming." i said breaking the hug. "ok ill see you after the show." he said walking off the stairs from the stage and sat in the audiance. my heart felt like it was gonna leap out of my chest. like seriousely it felt like it was going a million miles per second.

After the show michael brought be some beutiful flowers. i kiss him as a thank you. he smiled a cheaky smile for a wile then leaned in and kissed me back. Then i wrap my arms around him and we hug/kiss again. "i love you" he said in a tender voice."i love you too" i said back wile i huged him leaning my head on his chest. I could hear his heart beat, and it was the same as mine. i felt like we were connected in a special way.

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Will you be my girl by Suzianna Jackson

Michael stayed for the entire weekend, and the play was on friday, so we spent the entire weekend together. We went to the mall. we went into a lot of different stores. we goofed around a little. We both bought A LOT of Mickey Mouse stuff at the disney store. I bought a Mickey Mouse snuggie, pillow, plushie, and a few t-shirts. Michael bought a few t-shirts, and a jacket. We both went to lunch together at a japanese resturant.

"hey kandi" he said shyly setting me down at the table.

"what" i asked watching him sit down.

"would you... i don't know...." he hesitated.

"YESi will be your girl" i said enthusiastically knowing already what he was going to say.

"really" he said with shock.

"yea i really like you and i have been dreaming of this day since...forever"i said hugging him.

he smiled still in shock that this beutifull girl said yes. He hugged me tightly and kissed me on the cheek.  

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sweet talk by Suzianna Jackson
Author's Notes:

when michael went back home  we wer still talking on the chatroom and every once in a wile calling each other or texting. it was a long distance erlationship but i don't care. one day michael called me one day:

Michael- hey

me- hi whats up

michael- oh nuthin much othere than i just wrote a song inspired by you

me-really

michael- yup

me- im honored. thats soo cool.

michael- yeah i just cant stop thinking about you.

me- i cant stop thinking about you either hehe im listening to one of your songs right now.

michael- i know i can hear it how loud do you have it oh my gosh. hehehe

me- hahaha i don't know.

michael- haha what song is that

me- omg how could you not know what song that is its your song

michael- I know what song it is im just making sure you know what song it is

me- oh testing me are you

michael- hehe yes mrs.yoda

me- hahaha your so funny mikey

michael- i know you tell me like every time i say something funny hehehe

me- hahaha the song im listening to is BAD

michael- thats right ding ding ding

me- hahahahahaha mikey ur hilariouse i love you we could be partners in crime

michael- yes we could we're "smooth Criminals"

me- haha yeah i have that costume somewhere

michael- really you bought it

me- no i made it

michael- of course you would 

me- yeah i still got the thriller wolf if you stull wanna see it.

michael- yes i do

me- ok then skype me sometime and ill put it on for you

michael- ok

me- so whatchu doin

michael- just chillen on the bed

me- haha me too

michael- whatcha wwearin

me- umm....do you really wanna do this

michael- yes what r u wearin

me- hmmm lets see

michael- hahaha don't tease me

me- you do it to me all the time

michael- how

...(continued in story text)

me- the way you dance all the time ooh it drives me crazy

michael- when have you seen me dance

me- um helloooo videos of you at concert and music videos, and all that stuff.

michael- oh hehehe i forgot haha

me- abviousely

michael- haha sorry i just lose all track of what i do when i dance i don't even know haha

me- well don't stop whatever your doing. i like it

michael- like what

me- the crotch grabs, pelvic thrusts, sexy ffaces, um...grinding, um body rolls, and all that sexy stuff

michael- oh well i want to dance on you right now

me- mmmmm really

michael- yeah nnn im so horny right now hehe

me- oh rEAlly

michael- yeah

me- i wanna dance with you too

michael- mmmm i want to love you my P.Y.T.

me- i do to im hugging my pillow with you on it

miichael- really

me- yeah and kissing it

michael- mmmm i can just feel your love all the way over here

me- really

michael- yeah mmm girl

me- hmmm u like it

michael- mmmmm yes nnn

me- i can feel your love too uhhh you feel so good

michael- i love you soo much

me- mmm i love you too michael

 

he moans through the phone in my ear and says dirty things, and i do the same, and we pretty much did this the whole night

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sorry for putting part of the chapter in chapter notes and some in the story text i didn't realize that it was in chapter notes until halfway through. still hope you enjoyed.

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Talkin Dirty by Suzianna Jackson
Author's Notes:

this is just a warm up for the REALLY GOOD part

the next day we texted

mj- hey girl guess what

me- what

mj- i ant got no clothes on

me- omg

mj- yeah and im kinda getin hard

me- omg you BAD boy y u gettin so herd

mj- thinkin of you

me- omg i wish i cld see

mj-(sent me a picture of his dick) now you can see

me- omg u so big

mj- heck yeah baby

ME- UHHH i wna eat it up so bad

mj- mmm u bad girl u nasty

me- mmmm *sucks ur dick*

mj- uhhh baby *holds ur head down at my dick and shoves my dick into ur mouth*

me- mmmm

mj- uhhh baby u makin me soooo fuckin hard

me- mmm *sucks harder*

mj- ah oww im gna cum baby uhhhh 8cums all in your mouth and jerks and pulls out then cum shoots out by your face

me- mmm u taste sooo good *licks up the rest of it* u must have been really hard to start with before you texted me huh

mj- yeah wile u er texting me i was masterbating too

me-omg really

mj- yeah and cum shot everywhere

me- omg i want you inside me right now

mj- uhh next time i come to visit you ill get inside of you

me- mmm i can't wait

mj- yeah ima call you backstage and we are gna do it in my dressing room.

me- oh wow i ant wait to go to the concert.

mj- yeah and i wna call u up on stage and kiss you like i do with some fans but this is gna be a REALLY GOOD kiss

me- um okay  y on stage

mj- cuz i wna show everyone that i love you

me- um okay

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Engaged by Suzianna Jackson

We ave known each other for about 2 months now and our love grows stronger and stronger each day. Then one day he came and visited me on my birthday. he came with me to go horsebackriding like i do on all my birthdays. he had the dapple grey and i had the black beuty. (the black horse with a white dimondon his forehead.) we went trail riding and we ended up at a beutiful lake. almost like the one at neverland but a little smaller. then we got off our horses and took a break. then michael got down on one knee. "micaela."he started shyly biting his bottom lip nerviosely. "yes sweetie" i turned to him and noticed that he was kneeling in front of me. my heart skips a beat and starts to flutter. then he grabed my hand and held out a ring and looked into my eyes lovingly. "would you do me the honor of being Mrs. Jackson" he asked. I stood there in shock then he asked me again. "micaela will you marry me?" he asked a little louder. i started to get misty eyed and nodded. "yes michael YES YES YES." i reply enthusiastically and hugged him with so much force that it knocked him down. and i kissed him all over his face. when i stopped "spazzing out" he put the ring on me and held my hand, and we walked back to our horses, and rode back to the stables.  

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The Media by Suzianna Jackson
Author's Notes:

this is just one of the shows/interviews we were on

Aparently the media had found out about this engagement, after I went to live with Michael and it was all over the news, tabloids(bleh), and all that stuff. Michael and i were still going out despite what bad things the tabloids said about us. We always had a swarm of paparatzi around us trying to get that "perfect picture". We had a whole gang of body guards around us. we also got a lot of mail from fans. Some were happy for us, some were not so sure. It was almost overwhelming how many people knew about this engagement.

then one day we were invited for an interview on the Grahm Norton talk show on BBC America. I loved that show i always wanted to be on it, so when michael told me i got really excited. He was excited for me but didn'd really want to do an interview. I encouraged him to do it and we called Grahm Norton to tell him that we are accepting the invitation.

A few days later we arrive at the studio, and michael seemed nerviouse. I massaged his shoulders, and he relaxed a little bit and sighed. "its gonna be okay sweetie" i tell him reasuringly. "i kow i just don't like interviews." he said with a quiet voice. i kissed him on the cheek and we waited for Grahm to call us on the stage. we were the last ones on the sofa (to save the best for last) we walked in holding hands and waved at everyone and sat down on the sofa. The fans wouldn't stop screaming michael's name. it made me laugh a little bit. Michael just waved at them and smiled boing his head. "alright calm down" grahm said to the audiance, and the fans kind of settles down. then grahm went back to us 'so i heard you two are engaged" he said pointing at me and michael. "yes we did" michael said shyly but proudly, and some fans screamed in delight. i put my hand up to show off my beutiful ring and he grabbed my other hand again, with our fingers interlocking.  "isn't that lovely" grahm said looking back to the audiance and they clapped. "so michael how did you get to know her." he asked "well... do you want to tell it baby?" he started then looked at me. "sure" i answered. then grahm looked at me and i told the story. "so your Kandi Fawx, but your real name is Micaela?" grahm asked me with a twinkle in his eye. "yes my real name is Micaela, and my stage name is Kandi Fawx." i answered nodding. "how did you get that name is it a nick name or..." grahm enquired. "well i first thought of the name Kandi Fawx when i was creating my fursona, which is like a persona except its a cartoon animal." i answered him and he showed a picture of my fursona on his screen. "isn't that darling" he commented. "so you're a fox." he added "yes she is" michael cut in and the audiance laughed. grahm looked surprized at his comment because he said it really loud. that was the loudest i have ever heard michael speak and i kinda jumped and he apolagized and huged me. "you scared me" i said joking"that is the loudest i have ever heard you talk." i continued and grahm laughed a little. "so whens the wedding" he asked. "um...in march." i said winking at michael. "why march" he asked curiousely then i leaned over "its his birthday present" i whispered. "ooohhhh" then michael cut in "yeah we got engaged on her birthday so she said we HAVE TO get married on my birthday." "so whos planning " grahm asked. "well micaela is going to design everyone's dresses and tuxedos. and her friend is doing the rest" michael informed. "oh cool cool cool" grahm replied. "yeah since he likes peacocks so much my dress will be like an albino peacock. it'll have feathures and all that stuff." i explained. "what are you gonna do for the rest of the dresses?" grahm asked. "you'll just have to see." michael said smiling at the fans. the fans screamed excitied that they will see them get married. "well we will be looking foreward to it. ladies and gantle men Kandi and Michael Jackson." he closed enthusiastically and the audiance clapped and cheered.

The next month or so we also did interviews for Prime Time, 60 minutes, Opera, and Ellen. We also did a few interviews for some magazines and such. Wes were very careful with those.

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The wedding by Suzianna Jackson

After Many MANY months of planning and getting everything ready. It was finally time for the wedding. There were TV cameras so that the fans at home could see them  being married, but they were also watched very closely. They might go somewhere they werent supposed to. lots of our friends and family were in the congregation. There was soo much going on, i couldn't help but get a little overwhelmed at how many people WANTED us to get married.

The wedding was at Neverland, at neverland lake. Before the ceremony officially started i was in the stables getting ready to get on my beutiful pure white mare that michael got me for the wedding. I had a few people helping me groom her, and helped me mount her and walked me out slowly. I was riding bare back side saddle style so it was kinda herd. Michael was already at the altar, and waiting for me. I walked the mare to the isle and dismounted gracefully. as i walked down the isle to the altar michael ws looking at me lovingly. cameras flashed also, and video cameras were every where, but i didn't pay them any attention i just kept my eyes glued on michael smiling. I felt so magestic in my white peacock princess dress. When i finally got the altar we sait our vows and put the rings on each other. " i now pronounce you Mr. and Mrs. Jackson you may now kiss the bride." the pastor said. then michael unveild me gently and kissed me tenderly then i kissed him back with more force, and we kinda had a slight make out session. then we walked down the isle to our horse, and we rode together off into the horizon. it was beutiful.

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