Penname: HeleneJacksonxx [Contact] Real name: Helene Jackson
Member Since: Aug 12, 2013
Membership status: Member
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About moi 유  ♥ I'm a girl  ♥  I'm 16 years old  ♥  I'm in love with Michael Jackson  ♥  My favorite cartoon is Winnie The Pooh  ♥  I love chocolate 


 


Feel free to contact me about anything :) ♥


 



Gender: Female
Beta-reader: Yes
Age: 12-15
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Stories by HeleneJacksonxx
Summary:

"I had always wondered what my purpose in life was. Michael knew that his was to bring joy through his music and help people, but what was my purpose in life? I spend my nights searching through the darkness. Searching for her, searching for me. Searching for the light, searching for a way out. I needed to get out. I was drowning in my own tears."

 

What do you do when you lose everything you have to live for? Jayden is a 17 years old school girl when her and Michael goes from being friends to being lovers. One night changes her life forever, and she soon finds herself living a life that she never dreamt about. But happiness doesn't last forever. The pain of losing can be gruesome especially to someone who's already scarred. Join Michael and Jayden on their journey. Will their love be strong enough to survive?

 

JM

 

Still gasping I got up an stumbled my way back into the bedroom. I grabbed a bag, my phone and some money. I had no idea where I was heading, but I couldn’t stay. Everyone was gone, and I had nothing left. No family, no purpose, no love…

More tears fell as I pulled the ring off my finger. I wondered if it was even supposed to be there in the first place?

Why would god put me on this earth only so that he could break me and break me down?

There could only be one answer to that question. 

God didn’t exist… 

And neither did I anymore.

 

- Helene Jackson xx


Categories: Off The Wall: 1975-1981, Thriller: 1982-1983, Adult, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Trigger Warning!
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: Alcohol Abuse, Death, Drug Abuse, Self-Harm, Suicide
Series: None
Chapters: 74 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 145798 Read Count: 28070
[Report This] Published: Apr 27, 2014 Updated: May 17, 2015
Destiny by HeleneJacksonxx Rated: M starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

From the moment he met her, he knew she was dangerous. Every mans head automatically turned when they heard her heels click against the floor, and smelled her sweet perfume. Every man thought they were her only one. She was always a mystery. A woman who carried secrets. When Destiny calls Michael after not having seen him for a entire year, he helplessly agrees to meet her, knowing he can't resist her. What he doesn't know is that she is about to reveal the biggest secret of her life, and this time, everything is different.

 

des


Categories: Bad: 1986-1990, Adult, Trigger Warning!
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 3269 Read Count: 472
[Report This] Published: Jun 16, 2014 Updated: Aug 13, 2014
Summary:

“I am so tired of not being good enough for you or anyone else! I’m tired of wanting to be someone else, I’m tired of everyone wanting me to be someone else! I’m never gonna be Beyonce, and I don’t wanna be Beyonce! I wanna be me! I’m gonna be me! I’m gonna be Kelly Rowland, and if that’s not good enough for you then you’ll have to find yourself another woman, because I’m done!” “Kelly that’s not what I said!” “Oh yeah?! But it was exactly what you meant!” Angrily I grabbed my purse heading toward the door. “Kelly wait!” When I could hear him follow me I started running wanting to get away. I needed to get away. Away from Michael, away from my life. I needed to start over, and this time I was going to do it my way.

The year is 1992. Kelly, Beyoncé, and Michelle have been a group for years, so when the 3 girls go their separate ways, Kelly suddenly finds herself drowning. The pressure of always being compared to her “sister” Beyoncé and the abusive boyfriend she doesn’t dare to tell anyone about is constantly on her back pushing her further and further down in the dirt. When she a few months after the group’s official break up meets Michael Jackson at a party, her life takes a different turn. Michael who’s always had a crush on Beyonce falls into a deep conversation with Kelly, and they soon starts seeing each other. But even with Michael there, Kelly still struggles to accept her life in Beyonce’s shadow, and her boyfriend’s silly crush on her. That's until she finally understands that she can't live her life wanting to be someone else. She realizes she needs to live her own life no matter how hard it can seem, but will Michael be a part of it?

 

xx


Categories: Dangerous: 1991-1993, HIStory: 1995-1999, Adult, Romance, Trigger Warning!
Characters: Michael
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: Domestic Abuse, Emotional Abuse, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 7140 Read Count: 584
[Report This] Published: May 22, 2014 Updated: Jul 08, 2014
Summary:

Michael’s wandering around a lonely hotel room in Moscow when he decides to go out. Curious he follows a path and ends up getting lost. But what happens when he meets a young girl in an abandoned part of the town? Will she show him the way back, and if so will they see each other again? Will he be able to make her open up and heal an open wound still lusting to bleed? Follow the story and find out when Michael meets a stranger in Moscow. 

SIM

 

This story is rated R! I rather tell everyone that now, because I don't wanna have any complains. Anyway I hope you enjoy it.


Categories: Dangerous: 1991-1993, HIStory: 1995-1999, Adult, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Trigger Warning!
Characters: Michael
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: Domestic Abuse, Rape, Suicide
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 9746 Read Count: 610
[Report This] Published: May 17, 2014 Updated: Jun 16, 2014
Summary:

How was she supposed to  deal with grief and sorrow when the person who had died was the only person there for her? How could she possibly live on with no one to keep her head up? In her eyes there was only one answer to that question, she couldn't.

This is just a short story i wrote, so there won't be more. I've never shared anything i've written with anyone before, so i kinda hope you like it...


Categories: Trigger Warning!
Characters: Michael, Original Girl
General Warnings: None
Trigger Warnings: Suicide
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1265 Read Count: 112
[Report This] Published: Nov 03, 2013 Updated: Nov 03, 2013