As half of you may know, I was suspended for two weeks for my temper tantrum. I've learned from my mistakes. I wanna say crongratulations to the winners and the people who were nominated. My stuff doesn't deserve to be nominated and I've felt so bad for being a bad sport. I'm sorry I was acting like Tom Brady because I didn't get my way.   I have been crying a little too for the past two weeks. I was so tired of trying to fit in here.  Why fit in when you were born to stand out?  I've been focusing on my writing and trying to keep my cool. I'm a perfectionist and I am never pleased with my work until it is perfect. I needed to work on controlling my anger.  I'm okay now. I won't speak at all when the next contest rolls around. I've felt like not talking on here since I have been back but, I had too because I have loyal readers on here. I'm human and I am going to make mistakes. I am going move on and just write for me. I am fine. I AM NEVER GOING TO DO WHAT I DID AGAIN ON HERE! I PROMISE.