Love stoned with Diana Ross, Michael Jackson faces bad break-up with the only woman he trusted most, all his life. He paces the next stages of his life, walking wounded with a chip on his shoulder; grieving over his past and heedless about his future. Appalled by the pain of love, he vows to himself that he would not ever fall in love again as he continues to be a player since he became a pleasure seeker for his needs. At this time of dried and withered, an young doctor passes his path like a breath of fresh air... He wants her, he gets her and before they knew a steamy sordid affair begins as he lays out ground rules that their clandestine relationship will be based only on sex. But without his realizing it, it poses a threat when he finds himself falling for her. When love hit him like a freight train for the second time, he fell hard.

"Sex is the only consolation you have when you can't have love"

NOTE: All of the above are discussed in this story. I do realize that this is a very senstive and controversial subject but I want to let you know that I'm in no way trying to portray or paint Michael in a bad light or executing an over exposition of his private things or embarrassing him. My sole intention of this is just trying to vindicate Michael by learning as much as possible to at least get and give a slight view of why he made the choices the way he did and a little spotlight on the troubled life he lived behind the curtains.

"The day you came inside, I felt band new."
"So what am I to do now?"

We all know 1993 wasn't the best year for Michael, and the same could be said for Lena. When the love of her life, and father of her twins, walks out on her with no excues, she's left to pick up the pieces of her shattered world alone. That is, until she befriends Michael.

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“I am so tired of not being good enough for you or anyone else! I’m tired of wanting to be someone else, I’m tired of everyone wanting me to be someone else! I’m never gonna be Beyonce, and I don’t wanna be Beyonce! I wanna be me! I’m gonna be me! I’m gonna be Kelly Rowland, and if that’s not good enough for you then you’ll have to find yourself another woman, because I’m done!” “Kelly that’s not what I said!” “Oh yeah?! But it was exactly what you meant!” Angrily I grabbed my purse heading toward the door. “Kelly wait!” When I could hear him follow me I started running wanting to get away. I needed to get away. Away from Michael, away from my life. I needed to start over, and this time I was going to do it my way.

The year is 1992. Kelly, Beyoncé, and Michelle have been a group for years, so when the 3 girls go their separate ways, Kelly suddenly finds herself drowning. The pressure of always being compared to her “sister” Beyoncé and the abusive boyfriend she doesn’t dare to tell anyone about is constantly on her back pushing her further and further down in the dirt. When she a few months after the group’s official break up meets Michael Jackson at a party, her life takes a different turn. Michael who’s always had a crush on Beyonce falls into a deep conversation with Kelly, and they soon starts seeing each other. But even with Michael there, Kelly still struggles to accept her life in Beyonce’s shadow, and her boyfriend’s silly crush on her. That's until she finally understands that she can't live her life wanting to be someone else. She realizes she needs to live her own life no matter how hard it can seem, but will Michael be a part of it?